Nyaaaaahhhhrawr >.>;

lawlz It's not that Shiku rlly needs advice, but she does kinda wanna hear what people have to say on the topic <.<; Is it advice? idk, I dont even wanna put this up here...
So, there's this girl at school that I'm kinda crushin on I: lawlz She's actually become one of my best friends xD We have loads of fun togethar and all that good stuff
Problem? She has a boyfriend x-x;
The slap in the face? She told me she rlly liked me x:
To make it worse? I kissed and made out with her x-x; And we both liked it...
How is that worse? Cuz now I wanna do it all the time <.<;
The problem with that? She rlly loves her boyfriend, but rlly likes me at the same time x:
The issue? It's awkward and I hate it >.>; I dont wanna get between her and her boyfriend, but at the same time, I kinda do ._.; lawlz It's to the point where I'm heisitant to even hug her - and when I do, it's not as long as I usually used to hug her; it's short and abrupt and I jus walk away without sayin anything or even lookin at her <.<; And she blames herself for tellin me she likes me I:
How is Shiku handling it? *bangs head against wall* Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid... *ignores Mother's call for dindin cuz she's lost her appetite*
The frosting on the top? She's not 100% sure if she wants to continue dating her boyfriend or not, and it gives Shiku a small glimmer of hope that hurts like hell...
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Help? x-x;

o-o.....well >_> i think you should still talk to her atleast o-o try not to make it awkward and stuff >_> and just wait till she breaks up with her bf~

lawlz I do talk to her o-o; A little <.<; A lot less than I used to >.>; And I try not to make it awkward, but nyaaah... x: And that bit about her boyfriend? They're like Ainochan and Suki close I: Well, not AS close, but close-close <.<; I honestly dont see her breaking up with her boyfriend anytime soon...

>_> well then the most you can do is stay good friends with her, start talking to her more and maybe she'll realize that you're better than the boy =o

lawlz Maybe... That's a biiiig maybe... Or maybe it'll backfire and she'll find me annoying xD That seems more likely <.<;

D8 but she didnt find you annoying before?

x-x;...

D;

x'3 She said she jus wants to be friends now...

awww D=

Oh well o-o;

>_>

What? x-x;